Rediscover the sacred value of non-fiction narratives…
The Fellowship (Pt.2)
I cried bitterly. Because my soul finally admitted—how much I longed to be caught, and how much I feared falling again.
The Fellowship (Pt.1)
Thus, those two real experiences of “presence” became “a thorn in my flesh.”
Procrastination
I am not a preacher. I am a liberator of captives.
In The Beginning (Pt.5 Resurrection)
The one You foreknew—turns out, it really was me….
In The Beginning (Pt.4 Passion)
When You looked down from the cross at the crowd, did You also think they were noisy?
In The Beginning (Pt.3 Salvation)
It wasn’t a confrontation between believers seeking truth, but a systemic silencing.
In The Beginning (Pt.2 Fall)
I couldn’t even hide the disgust and pain on my face.
In The Beginning (Pt.1 Creation)
For a brother, that is an incredibly rare and precious quality.
Into The Wilderness (Pt.4)
The culture of modern evangelical churches is nurturing narcissists.
Into The Wilderness (Pt.3)
So who am I to say to anyone, “Will you watch with me?”
Into The Wilderness (Pt.1-2)
“Lord, this too, I can give to you.”
The Outage (Pt.4)
That vessel is called the cup of sorrow.
The Outage (Pt.3)
I shouted my inner sharpness into the valley.
The Outage (Pt.2)
If I didn’t desperately cling to Your presence, I would be left with nothing but destruction.
The Outage (Pt.1)
For a fleeting moment, I envied their power-grid-free lives—though I knew well I was worth far more than the birds..
Holy Week (Pt.4)
I had stepped into a new phase of life—though I knew almost nothing about it.
Holy Week (Pt.3)
I knew that once the seed of truth had been planted, it would grow—slowly, maybe painfully— but it would never die.
Holy Week (Pt.2)
At that moment, I understood— the closer God draws to a soul, the deeper He must instill reverence.
Holy Week (Pt.1)
That afternoon, I felt a calmness, a clarity, and an independence that exceeded my former self.
Songs Map (Pt.3)
You want me to see my past clearly and let myself go. To look upon myself with tenderness.
Songs Map (Pt.2)
I just kept listening, as if I were repeating an apology.
Songs Map (Pt.1)
“When you developed feelings for someone, do you ever feel a kind of sadness whenever you see them?”
The Call (Pt.2)
I finally understood why, a year ago, when I tried to empathize with Jesus, I was overwhelmed by immense sorrow.
The Call (Pt.1)
Something essential began quietly changing.
“Disciples of Christ”
I had charged into what I believed was a spiritual battle, completely blind to the bitterness and pride in my own heart.
A Daughter of Jerusalem
“Daughters of Jerusalem, weep not for me, but weep for yourselves, and for your children.”
CPTSD
If all things exist for only the purpose of His glory, and He created me for such a good purpose, then no creature can inflict an absolute evil upon me.
Every Nation, Every Soul
My resentment and indifference were vast until I understood how the Lord led the Christians in this country through the Red Sea, walking on dry land.
A Letter to Phoebe (Pt.2)
If He decides for me to leave this country now, then I’ll leave. If in the future, He guides me back, then I’ll come back.
A Letter to Phoebe (Pt.1)
I do love Him; I just need to gradually recognize how much I love Him, to understand how deeply the Gospel is embedded in my life.
My Greatest Rebellion
The problem lies only with me—I am not willing to bear this cross like He did, at least not yet.
Returning Hometown During Qingming Festival
I envy those Christians abroad who preach in public places, not only because of their freedom but also because I know I can’t change anyone.
Opposing Superstition
How can you judge that the small benefits in front of you are really benefits, and ultimately that you don’t need to pay any price?
The Forgetfulness of the Gentiles
This forgetfulness manifests mainly in two aspects: forgetting the love of God and forgetting our own past.
Housewife and Family
If I couldn’t fight it when I was a child, then I will just fight this whole sinful social culture in my own marriage as an adult.
The Unconditional Trust
Now, I see far ahead the narrow gate of Abraham’s faith.
Another Narrow Gate: Honesty
The diversity of perspectives is a methodology for loving others. But for each individual, the narrow gate remains narrow forever.
Do Not Stand
You are the source of natural laws, the ultimate rationality, the eternity; and yet, you love me.
A Letter to Andreas
I think that he was arranged by the Lord to hear me.
Let the Dead Bury Their Own Dead
When I understood this truth, I no longer regarded my relatives as part of one big family.
I Can Only Escape
As an individual, I can find the way, I can be rebuilt, it is entirely possible.
Disappointment, Loneliness, Love
I hope you understand that I’m not venting or demanding, but writing with love for you my fellow Christians.
Ex-colony
If I have to become a rogue, scoundrel, or fool for the so-called “roots,” then I am truly beyond redemption.
Learn to Suspend Knowledge
I need to go back to when I was in my early twenties and pour out the bathwater again.